Friday, February 13, 2009

Momentary contradictions

One moment i want to do something; the next moment i want to do something else. For 5 mins, i am at peace with myself and the next 5 mins its a different story. I want to disappear from the face of this earth; i want to get into the wild and not be in touch with anyone.

One moment i feel like crying and my eyes get watery. I want to kneel in front of my parents, spread my arms and submit myself to them. Another moment, i feel like rushing off to Goa and getting drunk.

One moment i think of her and feel good. Another moment, i think of her and feel depressed. One moment i feel loved. Another moment, i feel hated. One moment i think of the beggar outside my house. Another moment i think of the BMW in my office.

It's all about the moments. Moments that make up your life. Moments that thrill you. Moments that hurt you.

After all, moments are just what they are supposed to be.